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[May 21, 2007] |
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Man United is the best, forever and ever <3
today I went to queenstown with angela to evax. You know I seriously think that God really really is so good. We were walking towards the school and we happened to see these 2 girls who were walking towards our direction, so we went up to them! And you know, for the first time for me doing this, I'm really nervous. However, somehow God sent these two girls to us who were really responsive and we could converse really well too. It gave me the motivation to really go on with this momentum. Really, thank God for them. These few days, I really learn alot on "love God, love people" Loving people is so simple when they are lovable, but when they are not what you like them to be, if they are not ppl you can click with, yet you still love them because God first loved you this much, it's really admirable. Yes, Thank God for so many things that has been happening.
Cause there's something inside me that doesn't believe I can't do it.
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[May 06, 2007] |
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As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Till the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, You're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You
I need You
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rushed to set me free
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You
I need You
I can't imagine me without You.
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| I wanna be a child that knows You intimately, |
[May 05, 2007] |
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Service was awesome today. And I know victories come from total surrender, I can tell you that my God is awesome and He is greater than anything else in this world.
Pastor asked, do you want to do great things for God, are you willing to do great things for Him ? Pastor asked, do you have the heart that is soft, humble and responsive to His word/ His calling ? And I started asking myself, do I ? Well, I'm not talented nor special but I know if God, You can use anything, why don't You use me ? I'm not happy when I don't see converts every saturday. Must this be a routine ? Must this burden only be a burden to the leaders ? No, each and every one of us holds this responsibility. Serving God faithfully is serving Him even when you're not doing too well, even when caregroups aren't that fun as you want them to be. Don't always expect these things to come to you, or expect others to make it interesting or expect others to grow the group when you're not putting in any effort. Cause it's our responsibility to serve and outreach. Don't give yourself excuses that why you put in effort but you just don't see it. Cause if so, it's not enough. It just dawned upon me that how each and every person in the caregroup matters, if one person come to church cause her friend is in church, or one person serve because her friend is serving, if one person says she doesn't want to serve or come for caregroup cause her friend is not serving or her friend is not coming. Then what's the point ? Search your conscience, start serving with your heart, not with what you can do, what's on the surface. I sound like I'm rebuking but really, don't leave crescent stagnant. Do something. Cmon, holy discontent. There's no excuses to not put God above everything else and there's no excuses that you shdn't start outreaching after the exams. Be true to yourself, put in your very best (if you can really say with clear conscience that it's your best) and bring crescent back to life. I saw this today, "Strive as if to win, but if you can't win, you know you've brave through the fight." At least you know, and God never shortchanges.
Great sisters I've got.
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| Funny as it seems, |
[May 04, 2007] |
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6 papers down, 4 to go (: Emath paper was okay, but kinda tough too. Bio was killer except for section C (omg tell me how to you do well for bio!!!!) But, I'm still as happy that 6 papers has passed & 4 more to go next week! I went home with jo today and on my way home, I thought of my childhood incident about my encounter with worms :@ When I was around 6 years old, I had worms growing in my ass (i know it's gross), but it's true!!! I wasn't that afraid at that time cause I didn't know that worms can actually grow in your ass. For one whole week, my ass felt so itchy that I wished I could just rip it apart la. Then, my mummy brought me to the doctor to check out the problem and found out that there are worms growing in my ass :@ The doctor pulled out the worm from my ass and the worst thing is he lied to me that it's because I drank too much yakult. Come to think of it, I was really stupid to believe that the root of it is yakult ?!?! Hahah, don't drink yakult ah. You'll have worms growing in your ass :@
There's something wrong with me recently, I don't know whether it's because I'm too stressed up from midyears or what. I woke up at 2 yesterday for no apparent reason and held on to my tummy cause I thought I was dreaming that I had a tummy upset. Only minutes later then I realised that I was really having tummyache -.- I rushed to the bathroom and started to recite the enzymes digestion, the breaking down of the food in our disgestive system. Then, i went back to sleep. When I woke up, it felt like a dream ?!?! (maybe I was sleepwalking) I had a nap just now and I actually told my sister that I wanted pork chop for dinner. & when my daddy came home with pork chop, I was like "for me?" I couldn't remember at all, I thought I said that in my dream :@ Am I not sleeping properly ?!? hahah still, I love sleeping cause I dream of interesting dreams :O
Don't think you wanna hear about my brad pitt dream, hahah. And yay, tmr's saturday !
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| Destarch the leaf, dook. |
[May 03, 2007] |
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Social studies and lit didn't go very well. Oh well, 4 papers down, six more papers to go.
On the lighter note, jieying's back (:
Ohmy, biology and emath are driving me nuts.
Daddy, why must He die ?
Why do everybody wants Him to die?
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| Better than life, |
[May 02, 2007] |
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I'm back at livejournal ! Alright, today's paper was quite good and studying was productive too.
But I felt so uneasy today, the long "camp"'s not starting out well dude, hope you're doing okay today.
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| If you can't hear or see, feel. |
[August 14, 2006] |
PL got this for me from thailand :D
Don't you think it's super duper cute !
Hahahahaha, somehow wayne rooney looks cuter here (:
Thank You PL, i love you so very much (:
Math CT later. Anyway, i love the wreckers ! :D
hehehe, they got pretty songs (:
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| Nuggets, nuggets, nuggets ! |
[August 13, 2006] |
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i'm studying with jane now !
I've learnt something about her today and from her today.
& She learnt something abt me and from me today.
Cause our horoscope says so :D
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one whole tiring day of math, but i'm glad God gave me the wisdom (:
There's certain things I'm unsure of recently, its sure upsetting me.
I'm gonna pray about it & i knw God would show me the way :D
i'm off to QT ! (:
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[August 10, 2006] |
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i wished i knew what's going on,
what's all the misery.
I'd trade mine for yours,
just show me your most sincere smile, my friends.
cause now i feel the lies crepting up your words.
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[August 10, 2006] |
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i don't know your thoughts,
i don't know your heart.
we might as well be strangers
for all i know of you now.
I've been having weird dreams recently, hahaha. Really funny ones. So funny that I could laugh in my dreams. One of them is ziya using a watergun shooting me, hahahahaha ! It's really retarded. Oh well, I'm such a stupid dreamer.
My cheeks are burning now, another typical sunburn day. Yesterday's central's outing at sentosa was so fun ! I had a great time fellowshipping :D The games were really funny, esp the water based one. The guys really scared the wits out of me, the way they wrestled each other was intimidating okay ! hahahaha, but it was quite entertaining though (: hahaha, I got painted with redpaint all over my body okay ! I'm telling you i looked like a some red indian okay, thank God for seawater (: hahaha, ultimate friskby was fun (: We kept diving into the sand and i think i ate sand too =/ & i've got a terrible blister on my big toe, it looks really gross =/ cheryl and xingjuan are so mean okay, they said the blangadese men are my friends. They even asked me to ask them for the time, at first I was just playing, so i shouted EXCUSE ME ! then who knows, they really turned around and i had to asked them for the time =/ I have no idea why there were so many blangadese yesterday at sentosa, hahaha. Then, went to habourfront for shepherding with fenghui :D I love the lesson, it's really meaningful (: Then went home, i was sleeping like a log on the train okay. All the fun really drained me out, but I enjoyed myself yesterday (:
I'm going to study today, there's test tomorrow. Oh well, on the happier note, tomorrow's friday :D
Before I forget,
HAPPY BLEATED BIRTHDAY AMUSING AMUSER ! :D
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[August 08, 2006] |
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You doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do.
And you, don't mean to be cruel.
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through.
And I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing do
I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know
That you'll be mine someday.
Cause we, could be happy can't you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me.
Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing do
I don't ask a lot but I know one thing for sure.
It's the love that I haven't got girl.
And I just can't take it anymore.
Cause we, could be happy can't you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
and keep you here with me.
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new.
And to find that you, you're doing that thing.
Every day just doing that thing.
I can't take you doing that thing you do
hazel mazel is happy today :D
& I wished i could dance the day away.
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[August 07, 2006] |
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Though tears may fall, You hold me close & love me through it all.
That's why You're my beautiful saviour.
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[August 02, 2006] |
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Oh God, please bless her.
i love you my dearest friend.
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[August 01, 2006] |
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Today was funny (:
Mrs wong started out my morning well :D She was like "singaporeans always like to rush here and there, that's why they always mix up their nationality. They should be called russians instead of singaporeans." RUSH-IANS :D hahahaha ! So hilarious okay, i spent my morning laughing my ass off (: The whole day in school was a joke, all the tests and three long periods of chinese ): Oh well, thank God that i actually managed to hold my attention throughout the day :D Had PBL proj after school today, i'm all tired now. Too much of laughing and thinking makes me wanna yawn. Oh well, something to look forward to tmr is caregroup and shepherding :D
Oh simple friend, i don't know what happened to you.
Why are you so cold to me ?
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[July 30, 2006] |
I'm happy today, yet still feeling a tingle of sadness hanging around my heart.
I felt accomplished cause i managed to complete my work and i studied alot today (: I decorated my notebook too, heeee. It's pretty and i can't stop staring at it (:
I'm happy cause CC3 broke 20, though didn't reach 30 ! It's about the souls saved and it really touches me when i see people receiving christ every week. It just goes to show how great is our God (: And i don't just want to stop here, we must continue to reach out to those lost souls out there. It's not gonna stop here, the number would break and would still be counting. Cause it's a wonder to see people's lives changing everyday, it makes me wanna praise God so much. I want to encourage those who got rejected many times. Just think of how much God loves us, how much He sacrificed for us, yet so many times we break His heart. Don't be disheartened okay ? We cannot give up on them cause God has never forsaken us. You might feel tired and drained, but hang on. Let God give you the strength to carry on and fight for Him (: It's not going to be easy, but i know God promised us His arms to fall back on when we're exhausted. So, don't give up and jiayou okay ! (:
And, i'm glad that my relationships with my sheeps have deepened too ! I'm really happy that they opened up more to me and are more enthusiastic about shepherding now (: & i think i'm opening up more to my shepherd too. I like shepherding with fenghui cause i always feel so happy after that (: Thank you for being there for me and encouraging me all the time ! & of course the lame jokes we crack during shepherding, they're so funny (: hahahaha. i love all of them sosososo much (:
i've been all caught up with projects, work, tests and hockey. Sometimes i feel really tired, but this verse never fail to cheer me on.
" Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For You are with me, Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." -Psalm 23:5 Yeah, no matter how drained or faithless i feel, God always comfort me and give me the faith which made me do things which seemed impossible. So many things have happened recently which really worn me out, but this period of time is also a time which i'm drawn even closer to God. It made me realised alot of things & one thing which i've realised is that God is number one in my life. Recently, i had to go for combined schools trails and its trainings unfortunately clashes with service. As much as i love hockey, i also don't want to miss service. So, i gave it a serious thought and decided that God is most impt in my life and it doesn't matter if i don't get into combined schools or not, i don't want to miss out on God's love. I can miss out on everything else, except God's love. I didn't feel upset at all, instead i felt really good that i've made the right decision (: & christabel ( SPONGEBOB! ) said i was holy (HOLELY) ! hahahaha, she super uber adorable :D
i'm a little upset cause i've missed out on some friendships which I treasure alot. I don't know exactly what to say, but maybe someday we'll find those places again. Would you ?
okay, i'm off to do some last revision.
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[July 27, 2006] |
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
it's a wonder (:
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[July 26, 2006] |
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Thanks to God, i'm a supergirl again (:
i'm not giving in and wallow myself in weakness anymore.
What's done, can't be undone.
I can lose everything else, but there's always something which keeps me goin'
And, that's God.
the world can take everything else away from me, but not this faith.
No, not this faith He gave.
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